Date : Friday, April 30, 2010
Time : 7:29 AM
Title : Weak

This feel days my body feel kind of tired and sick
Tired and SICK !!!
Hardly move my body
Feel so SICK !!!
Haven't went to see doctor yet
Think after Sa1 ba

Today first exam paper So~ So
SS and english P1

Hiaz ....
Emoing in progess now



Can't stop thinking about you :(

Date : Sunday, April 25, 2010
Time : 6:45 AM
Title : Without you all , i don think i can live

So Sainz

I don think i can live without you all beside me
Supporting me all along

Shiqiang ~ Aways talk to me when i am bore , even tot it lame
Yunhui ~ When talking , something funny will come out from your mouth
Dylan ~ When we bore , you will come out with some funny idea
Quehyi ~ Keep teaching me basketball thingy alot
Dilys ~ Keep talking on msn when we are bore
Eugene ~ Taught me alot of things that i didn know abt life and you are so cute
Yinning ~ All the stuff you do is mostly very funny
Nigel ~ Teach me some of the homework , when i don know
Xuanwei ~ PLay with me basketball after school
Nigel Ting and Jasmine ~ Talking to me
Farahin ~ Talk to me abt someone .........
YangSen ~ Playing baskteball
Chichoy ~ When i sad you will join in with me

Most Thx for you all de is
Shiqiang
Yunhui
Dylan
Dilys
Quehyi
Farahin

This message is for you all six de ....
Thx for helping me all along when i am bore , sad and needed help the most
Without you all , i don think i can make it all this way right now
Ever since i met you all , my life change alot
Hoping that my life aways stay like this

So I wish you all pass your exam

:)



Hope to see you soon
My Mind keep thinking abt you !! :)

Date : Saturday, April 24, 2010
Time : 7:23 AM
Title : Sainz ...

Today very Unlucky zzz
Very no mood also
Now Emoing

So i end it here
Bye :(

Date : Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Time : 8:29 AM
Title : No mood

Today run 2.4 make my right leg and my back hurts
Got 12mins+
Went to play bball
My specs ban
Pass

12.45 went to do ic
so fast lol not even 10min

Afterschool when to play bball at 450
Went back to school at 5pm
Was waiting for eugene to come back to school
Raining all suddenlly when i was about to go home

Sould end here ....
Byebye


[Fiend]
Today was the day that i ask you
You didnt ans my qn
I think i just have to wait for a few days


[Charlie]
Today saw you once again
Keep wanting to talk to you
Yet i couldn't

So i just keep looking at you
Haiz ....

Sad :(:(:(

Date : Monday, April 19, 2010
Time : 2:26 AM
Title : To Sainz

Today , no need me to say your all alrdy know
Means sch very sainz like aways
Hahas dosen't mean the whole day
English lesson talk to nigel ting and jasmine about ___ ___ !!

Lol
After that recess play soccer with dyaln , quehyi , tom , nigel , afiq and nabihan
Hahahas

Went back class phy
Then BAH ~~~~~~

End of sch went to Ehub with yangsen , dyaln , nigel , tom and quehyi
Went to soeul graden eat
Know y i go
Cause dyaln treat me :)
THX DYLAN ... !!!

Went back to sch coz Eugene finding me
Reached school around 4.17pm
Saw YunHui , Farahin , Dilys ,Delene ,Pohchin and Eugene
Hahahas
Talk talk talk
Went home around 5.05pm

Now at home nth to do
EMO now ......
Very sainz
Keep thinking of someone !!
End here liao



Today saw you at class and afterschool
Talking to you that time din dare to look at your eyes
I think it common maybe

But i hope to seat with you and talk to each other everyday
I know that my wish is very hard to come true yet i will try my best
When i din see you the past 2 days [Sun,Sat] I keep thinking abt you
Thinking what will happen next

But i think i must be patients , to wait for you
Hope that we can be together
:):):):):) To ______ !!
And [ I LOVE YOU ] !!!

Date : Saturday, April 17, 2010
Time : 7:30 AM
Title : Today

Nothing special
This evening eugene ask me out to meet him at bbt to chat
lol
Very tired
Wanner play com
Talking to osborn till 3 pm
Then we both headed home

lol
Sainz
Missing you alrdy

Nthing much today
Just happy to have my handphone
So going end here



Today saw you again
Whenever i saw you my hearts started to pump faster
I'am acting kind of weird , when i look at you .
I wish that i can say I LOVE YOU that easy .....

Date : Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Time : 8:34 AM
Title : Tired

Now very late liao so wont write very long

Today school normall
This few days nth interesting happen

MT first
Do the newspaper thingy finish the paper 2nd
Then talk to dylan and tom
Playing with tom's hamster

Then math
Went to Itlr1
Do the asknlearn thingy
Then went to youtube watch NBA

Follow by Chemistry
Doing test
No confident in that test
Sure fail de lol

Recess
Forgot bring wallet
No money to eat
Therefore lent from tom 1.30$
Then blahs ........

Recess over
SS
Doing the dont know wat thingy
Don even know one thing
Teacher teach me

Then phyics
So sleepy that i wanner sleep

Lastly History
Dam boring
Nth to do
Saw Delene outside 303
Ask for sweet

Afterschool
Went for my bball match vs green view
Lose lol ....

End here ... now very tired ....



Today saw you
In class i kept looking at you
Cause i like you
Atually i keep thinging that i cant do anything other then watching

Sometimes i saw you crying , My heart felt very pain
I wanner do something to help you
But y cant i
Because i am scare
I think i am jsut and croward after all

But someday i wish that i can see 'I LOVE YOU' to you

Date : Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Time : 8:41 AM
Title : Feeling

Today
School looks normall
Nothing much

It the same all studying
Talk with friends
Play with friends
But the most sad thing is i fell and my finger injured

Tmw donnoe can play the greenview match mah
Haiz ...... zzzz

Today nth much to write
So i think i sould end here
:)


Today seeing you again
As i getting to like you more
People beside me getting to know
It like they alrdy known i like you
I know it hard me to explain for a reason
But i promised i will bring you a good life
I would like to say this to you
" I LOVE YOU "

Date : Friday, April 9, 2010
Time : 4:00 AM
Title : Fun ...

Today sch suck
Morning 7.15 went to indoor hall till 8am
Went back to class
I was like WOAH !!
Saw all my classmate all sitting in group
They talk talk talk
Kingston today the mood hor very sucks

Going MT
Do workbook

Follow by POA
Do the test
Quite easy but i nvr do all finish

Recess
Play basketball
Then head to canteen to eat

Went back class
Kingston agn
Do test
Dam easy

After school play basketball till 4+pm
Then went to canteen
Saw Yunhui , Dilys ,Pohchin , engene and farahin
Talk talk
Then head back to play basketball till 6.15pm

Dam tired
Hands and legs hurt
Haiz
End here



Today saw you on recess and after school
Didnt like you so dont feel heartbroken
Look at you , is like a friend a long lost friend

Whenever i saw the girl in my class
Then i started feeling it again
Hope you can understand me
I know that you still treat me as a friend

But i had gone throught alot of things
That you didnt
I been hard for me to clam down like now
Cause i had already forgot about you

Date : Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Time : 8:30 AM
Title : Nth ..... much ....

Today , day was like normal
Sch suck as usual
Except seeing some off my best pals and friends
Shiqiang , Yunhui , Dylan ,Yinning , Quehyi , Nigelneo

Haiz ... Thinking back about my family agn
After seeing shafiq getting sad about his family too
Dont know why
Hahas
Tmw going history test
Havent gotten really yet
Hahas

Today alot off people cry
Yunhui , Jasmine and one off my friend and for me i going too
Because off something
Family things
Hahas


Hahas Ending here



Today seeing you crying
I look at you
Wanner to ask you y
But i couldn't
Yet i donnoe y
I wanner to give you one piece of tissue
But i don have


I look at you crying , i feel sad , when i cant help you
I hope i can serve you forever till i die
I will keep my promised
Not lieing to you

Hope you can understand me

Date : Saturday, April 3, 2010
Time : 11:14 AM
Title : Very Sad ....

Today , i felt very sad
Erm
I keep thinking
People keep telling me i am very smelly
People told me that i am fat
People told me that i cant pronounce words properly
It nvr hurted me more than anythings

Sometime people keep asking me y i keep laughing
I reply to them
That i like laughing
Atually i was just lieing
I laugh because i can make me a better life
I laugh so that i can make new friends

Outside of me were that i am big and i am a laughing boy ...
But inside me
I just a small me
I keep thinking is there a happy ending
After seeing so much sadness in my family
I went throught lot of things that people nvr experince before
Sometimes i feel like crying
But i cant cry it out
Sometimes i need people for help
But i keep feeling that they are far apart of me
What am i going to do ?

I have no more other ideas
Sometimes i feel like dieing
But i think of something
I wish that i can just wish that things go better or go back
I am scared
I cant help my family
Yet i just see them suffering

Hope you can understand me



I dont miss you anymore
Yet i miss some other people
I think i have for in love again
But this time is diff
I like the girl is much pretty ,chinese and have lot of talents in lot of things
Hope you have found your lover

Date : Friday, April 2, 2010
Time : 9:53 AM
Title : Phone !

Finaly tmw getting new phone ....
I went to internet and check .....
Saw one of the phone not bad ....
Is sony phone anti ....
Getting it with Master YunHui on 16 aprill ...
Hahahas ....
But the price of the phone is quite high ....
End here liao very tired now ....



Today nvr see you , i dont feel anything much ....
But i keep missing other people ...
Not you , but is other girl that i had like ....
I know it been hard for you when i ask you ....
But soon i give up ...
Cause i know ....
I cant patch with you ....
Am sorry that i gave you a lot of sadness ...
Am sorry ....

Date : Thursday, April 1, 2010
Time : 3:06 AM
Title : zzz

Today school can find a bit quite interesting ....
Today in the morning when coming to school ...
Saw yunhui in front of me while walking to school ...
Walking in to the school ying ning saw me ...
Then she started to think wrong agn ...
Then BAH ~~~ BAH ~~ BAH ~~~~ ...
Went bask class ...
Talk talk we shiqiang ....
Afterthat start with the first period math ...
Talk to shiqiang ....
Then bell went off ....
A relief teacher come our class ...
Very nerd de ...
Then follow by Mr Ooi POA teacher ...
Today i very good got study poa ....
Then recess eat pawn mee with shiqiang and nigel ....
Assem time very sianz ....
last period liao ...
Very happy :) ....
Teacher teach the chapter i find it very hard .....
Could'nt understand part of it ....
Then after that teacher wan us do the chapter quiz ...
I challenge the quiz with yunhui(Jie) and shiqiang ....
Loser pay one dollar for each ....
I was like Wat the hell ....
I donnoe how do ...
So ask gladys for some answer ...
School bell ring and school has ended ...
Pack my bag ....
Ready to go ....
Then saw yunhui(Jie) donnoe what happen ...
It looks quite pain ....
Then went to lan with shiqiang play L4D2 ...
Till 3.36pm ...
Take bus 38 to nearby school bus stop ...
Walking home ....
Reach home around 4.05 pm .....


Today saw you agn ....
I have not much feeling for you already ...
As i have like some other girl ....
I know that you wont understand how i felt back then ....
Soon you find out ....
If you like someone ...

This year as i dont even know y ...
I dont feel the laughter in me agn ....
I feel really bad ...
As i share my experince with people which they dont know ...
And agn ...
Am ...
SORRY ...
Am...
SORRY ...
Hope you can understand me .....